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The last time I tried on a pair of black stockings in front of the mirror, I felt that it was too revealing. Therefore, I’ve made up my mind to buy a thicker pair!

Please don’t ask why I was so infatuated with black stockings. It’s all because I never had a chance to wear one before so I wanted to try it. Blame it on the church’s white uniform, if anything. Since the uniform was pure white, I had to pair my stockings with it for as long as I could remember.

Even after learning the truth about myself, I still wanted to try it. The more ashamed I felt, the more I was unable to stop myself. Sometimes, even I suspected that I was already too far gone.

Unable to accept their sex, they fell deeper into the abyss of crossdressing… I guess it perfectly describes me?

After separating from Sister Molly, I arrived at a store that sold women’s clothing. The pink decorations of the store evidently inhibited men from entering.

Since I was dressed up like a girl, I could confidently walk into such stores without raising any suspicions.

That’s what I said, but the moment I saw real girls choosing panties in front of the special discount counter, I immediately ran away in shame.

There’s no way I would… run over there and choose my panties alongside them.

If there’s a design that I liked, I would simply check for an S size, take it and bolt away from there.

But as it came down to choosing a pair of stockings… I would just stand at one spot and sweep my eyes over from the first row to the last. Since stockings were classified as close-fitting apparel, it wasn’t available for a fitting trial. Your only choice was to buy it and try it at home.

“Hmm…”

I didn’t know the white stockings I normally wear also comes in various thicknesses. These types are so thin and smooth, it’s like wrapping your legs with a layer of silk.

Huh? What the heck are those fishnet stockings? Who would wear something like that? Is it the type that you wear for amusement inside the house?

“Hello, is there anything I can help you with?”

——That scared the living daylights out of me. I was so focused I didn’t realize the shop assistant was standing beside me with a beaming smile.

I actually didn’t like people entertaining me while I was choosing clothes, it would make me feel very awkward. But since she asked me, it would be rude not to answer.

“Well… do you have black stockings a little bit on the thicker side? The type that doesn’t show flesh.”
“Do you want pure black or with decorative designs?”

“Yeah, pure black,” I nodded firmly. It was too embarrassing to wear ones with flowery designs, I still wasn’t used to them.

The shop assistant immediately passed a pair to me. I glanced at the pure black stockings in the package and felt a little itchy on the inside as I was used to wearing white stockings. This must be it, right? Be it clothes or stockings, one must wear them first before they could judge if the clothes fit them or not.

“Are you buying for yourself or for your master?”

My master?
Is she referring to Louie?

A slight blush spread across my cheeks as my thoughts unconsciously switched into maid mode. Why would I think of Louie at the first mention of a master? Geez! But it was no surprise why the shop assistant would think that. I was wearing a maid attire after all. It was very plausible that I was running an errand for my master.

“It’s for myself,” I answered with a shallow smile. As a reverse trap, Louie probably wouldn’t wear something like black stockings anyway. I didn’t even dare to harbor such thoughts.

“Hmm?” She scanned me with her eyes and continued, “I’ve never seen anyone who looks so good in white stockings before. Why don’t you choose a few more white stockings before you go?”

I am a boy, yet I got praised for looking good in white stockings. I don’t know if I should be happy or ashamed…

Then again, it was true that not everyone could look good in white stockings. If their legs weren’t thin enough, they would instead appear short and stout.

“Then… how about that one?” I pointed at the thin white stockings that first caught my eyes earlier.

“Of course, no problem!” The shop assistant answered with a smile.

“By the way… do you have any stockings similar to the ones I’m currently wearing? I want a black one.” I pointed at my own over-the-knee socks and asked shyly.

In fact, these over-the-knee socks came as a pair with the maid uniform. It had laces and bowknots, but since I was too embarrassed to wear stockings with bowknots, I cut those off with scissors. As such, I emphasized my requirements to the shop assistant with a feeble voice, “I just… want… an ordinary one… no knots or laces… please…”

“Ooooh, you can make out someone’s character from the way they dress. It would seem this customer has a rather conservative personality.” The shop assistant teased.

T-That’s of course… I was too shy to answer out loud. Because I’m a boy!

But——

Even if I was a bona fide girl, I doubt my conservative personality would change.

I bought three pairs of black over-the-knee socks at once. I could pair them with the maid uniform anyway. Including the black pantyhose and the thin white pantyhose, I got five pairs of stockings altogether. I specifically requested the shop assistant to wrap them up using a black bag after checking out. I didn’t want anyone to see me carrying all sorts of stockings on the street anyway… that would be too embarrassing.

As the shop assistant finished wrapping up the stockings and passed it to me, she added, “Our store has just stocked up on the newly released AA-cup bras specifically designed for flat-chested girls, are you interested in picking up a few pieces? They’re super cute!”

Lalala, I didn’t hear that. I didn’t hear anything!

That was too much for me to bear so I hurriedly escaped.

Uwah… just how did she make out I was flat-chested? Professional insight? Wasn’t she too sharp?

Geez!

I left through the front door and looked back while lost in thought.

Should I… at least take a quick look before I go?

I would be admitting that I am flat-chested if I go back to take a look now, but that doesn’t matter since I am a boy. However, I don’t have much time left, do I? Louie said I must get back before dinner.

Even the time I used to go shopping was squeezed out from what little time I had left. But uh… I definitely didn’t request a half-day off from Louie just for the sake of buying the stockings, alright? I’m telling you the truth! It was just… conveniently on the way.

Anyway, I don’t have much time to waste, I must get back now. There’s always next time, maybe they’ll have more new models by then.

Mhm! That’s the plan!

With that, I left the shop with the black package.