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“It’s been forever since we slept together, hasn’t it?”
“It has, Big Sis!”

Sakura and I were lying in the same bed. This mansion seemed to have more double beds than normal ones.

“First, erm… I’m sorry for leaving you all alone when I died,” I apologized.
“Hm…”

Sakura merely looked at me without saying anything.

“Uhm… How did they take it? Mom and Dad, I mean.”
“About that… they were sad… well, that word probably doesn’t do it justice. Say, there’s something I wanted to ask you.”

Mom and Dad. We’ll probably see each other again shortly, so please wait for me.

At any rate, what might be that question?
Sakura’s expression had gone past serious and into scary.

“Did you… commit suicide?”

Suicide.
I see… they might think so on Earth. It would be only natural to assume that. After all, in these two weeks after Ayumu’s death, I acted… well, even calling it “terrible” would be underselling it.

I could think about it calmly now, but… back then, it wouldn’t have been weird for me to kill myself. Still…

“I didn’t commit suicide. Shuu managed to persuade me… Unfortunately, I then ended up getting run over by a truck.”
“I know that’s what happened… After the police checked the surveillance cameras, they also told us it wasn’t suicide.
“Right?”

It was due to me not paying attention, or rather, I was fiddling around on my phone while walking, sending Ayumu a final message on impulse. You shouldn’t play with your phone while walking, after all.

“Uhm… Big Sis, it’s fine! You met up with Ayu-nii in this world. And… you even got engaged.”
“Yeah, that was incredibly lucky! Eh-heh-heh-heh, and while the boy in question has turned into a girl, he can go back to being male. And now we have learned that we can go back and forth between this world and Earth! It’s wonderful, really.”

Could I have been any luckier than this? After all, I never would have imagined it. At best, I thought I had a choice between being here with Ayumu, or being with my family on Earth!

“E-Erm, Big Sis.” Sakura started to fidget.
“Hm?”
“In the bath… you told us that you did… lewd things with Ayu-nii, didn’t you? H-How was it?”
“What, don’t tell me it got you excited?”

When she heard that, Sakura’s face turned red, and she shook her head vigorously. Although she was my younger sister, it surprised me that she wasn’t going for it. Was this what stirred up Kanata’s desire to protect her?

“I-It’s not like that! But I was thinking… if Kanata’s and my relationship… uhm… continues like this, there might come such a time for us… A-Ah, that’s if Kanata doesn’t fall in love with someone other than me.”
“I can’t imagine that boy ever falling in love with anyone else.”

Even from an outside perspective, Kanata’s feelings for Sakura were obvious.

“Well, as I told you in the bath, as your older sister, I won’t approve of such things until you are in high school… From society’s perspective, Ayumu’s and my actions might be despicable.”
“Yeah… s-so, how was it?”
“…You want to know? I’m not telling. You’ll have to be patient!”

I mean, that stuff is way too embarrassing to put into words.

After gazing at me for a while, as if urging me to spill it, Sakura seemed to give up.

“…Alright.”
“It’s a good thing you understand. You may be my younger sister, but this isn’t something I’ll let you barge into.”

Indeed, anything unsaid is a secret between Ayumu and me.

…Right, I also have something to ask her.

“Say, can I ask you a question this time?”
“Eh… s-sure?”
“How do you feel about Kanata, Sakura? You were pretty much a tsundere, weren’t you? But now, I mostly see the ‘dere’ part¹.”

Sakura avoided my gaze for a while, looking troubled, before she replied.

“I-I care for him, you know?”
“Just ‘care for him’? There is no one here except for us, so just be honest.”
“Gah…”

She turned red and started to fidget.
But she was different from a normal person. After all, hadn’t she had been aiming for that?

“I… I love him. B-But he’s always doing things for me. Erm… I keep wondering if there isn’t something I can do for him. Uhm, when we were in the other country, there was someone whom I consulted for a bit, but… she told me that I should use my body… Only, Kanata gets embarrassed by it.”

Oh, so she got that kind of advice. Well, that woman likely said that because she saw Kanata’s and Sakura’s relationship. Then, I should give her some advice, too.

“Well, after Ayumu and I kissed for the first time, we couldn’t look at each other for some time. But we gradually got used to it, you see. In your case, Sakura, it might be a good idea to use your body, just like that woman told you.”

It was the second time today. I grabbed Sakura’s bountiful chest. Soon, the day might come for Kanata to seize her assets.

“Eek~!?”
“Grr… Back on Earth, mine were a size larger than yours, but now it’s the opposite. Well, you leave me no choice. Take a bath with me, quickly!”
“Wha-… we can’t! That’s embarrassing!”

If she acted like this, she’d never get to the point in her relationship with Kanata where they got naked. Well, time might fix it.

1. The “dere” part comes from the onomatopoeia デレデレ (deredere -> being lovestruck, fawning).

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